Lately I find myself extremely tired. I don't know if I am more affected by situations because I am so tired and therefore more susceptible. My body and mind feel like it's just going to shut down at any moment and sometimes I pray that it does. I cannot recall ever feeling this way. With that said, I seem to find solace in my workouts. Perhaps because it's structured and makes sense, unlike people. Today is a rest day and I definitely need it. But some part of me needs and wants to workout. Yesterday, I was running on empty when I came home from work and had to resort to my reserves for my run. Once, I hit the trail, I became alive. |